Today is February 10. It has been a week exactly since my mom Had surgery. From the look of things, she is getting well Fast. I am glad to see that my mom is doing really well. My lolo and lola arrive today. They are coming to spend time with my mom and the family. Cant wait. Club rush was pretty awesome today. Alot of people showed up to it. The music was enticing and welcoming. The groove and flow of the dancers was captivating. We had such a huge crowd. Today was a great day. However still not feeling well. Hope things get better

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Yes i do like someone right now.

Do you have a crush on anyone? Tee hee

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Its february the second, and its starting out slow. Over the past few days ive learned the exact date of my moms surgery as well as a few other details. The exact date for my moms surgery is tomorrow wednesday february 3, 2010. What to say... Well for one thing I am scared. Although the surgery she is having done is minor, theres always that chance... I am also happy for, as she will no longer feel as much pain as she used to. d. I had applied for 3 jobs over the past few days with promise of an actual job landing but unfortunately all turned up as no. Hopefully things can turn around in the coming days.

Hahaha, i found out yesterday evening that a certain family member is a talented poet. His most recent poem struck deep emotions for something that many have to live in on a day to day business right now. So for that certain someone who may be reading this... Keep up the awesome, beautiful and deep emotional Word work coming ;).

Lately everyone that i have talked to recently, have valentines day on their minds. Coming to think about it, its on my mind as well. The curious itch i feel seems to drive my mind to wondering of what could happen that day. No one can say what will happen for sure, but hopefully it will be a nice day.

The thought about valentines day brings to my mind the thought of relationships. Ive recently discovered Through blogger itself, that a friend of mine is going thru a pothole with his girlfriend. I wont name names, but dude get on it man. Your wasting something beautiful or something that is not. Make a 180 and fix it.

On top of that, A Friend ive known since i was 8, is getting married in a year. God that is aa scary thought. Shes 18 just like me, and she is making a huge decision. She seems to be very happy about it, so ill say this... Best of luck to you and your soon to be husband...

As far as dance goes, its great. Still a huge Passion of mine, but i may stop for quite a while so that i can focus on web design and photoshopping artwork.

I hope all is well with you, the reader. Feel free to comment and express yourself,thoughts, anything really.

for now, i shall go...

"whatever hurts us, will only make us stronger"

Today was interesting. Today was king of gazebo, a monthly breakdance competition held now officially in rancho bernardo. It started at 3:30 pm and ended at 8. Place was sooo packed hahaha. Many more breakers then the last one i went to. Things were rockin, and my battle was sick and simple. However the winner was not announced. I met some new people which was cool, because most of them lived nearby me. How cool is that hahahahah. Anyways tomorrow marks the last day of january. Soon it will be valentines day.... That day you will either love or hate. Which side will i be on, i cant say for sure. Hope for the best.

Sad, empty inside, problematic/Insightful and remembering the past

Hello... I am sorry i have not been posting weekly like I used to do. So many things have occurred, it is hard to recount and tell about all of them. I left you all last time with a Merry Christmas. It is the end of January now, oh jeez. Time sure does fly by. Anyways, I find myself in a situation. I have become overwhelmed with stress and anxiety. I know this to be true, because these things have caused me to rash and become insomniac tic. Its crazy what the mind and body can do under certain circumstances. Ah, the empty feeling inside. Its been coming and going for quite a while now. I used to draw concern about it, but as time flew by, i grew more and more lax about it. i find myself just letting it consume me as it does. Slowly, ever so slowly, it will pass. Maybe the reason why i feel the way i do is because i am emotionally longing for something that i can not have? its just a thought, a curious, almost ticklish thought. Problems are arising in my life that i quite frankly could of prevented a while ago. Unfortunately these problems are coming to bear on me now.

Tomorrow is a Breakdance Event Called King of The Gazebo. It is hosted by a friend and close friend of my aunt. I am happy?/Nervous/anxious. It is always fun and enjoyable to come together to meet new people and share or listen to others that are like me. I mean to say fellow break dancers. it warms my hear to know that there are dedicated souls out there, like i used to be. Great energy and determination.

I am sorry to rant right now, but Going back to all of my posting in 09, it astounds and amazes me at how i word my sentences and thoughts. Its funny, i went back to read my post about winning a Gold medal at a dance competition. I would read it slowly as if i am the captivated reader. The thoughts i put about the matter still captivates my mind. what can i say, i guess i am transfixed by the words i type out to you, the reader. I must say, it still amazes me at how people follow my life as i type it out. so before i end this as its really early in the morning haha, i want to thank those who continue to read my posts and thank those who continue to follow.