Last 5 weeks

There is only 5 more weeks left in my High School Life. Time is speeding up and there is less and less time to do more fun social things. Prom is coming up, and I am looking forward to it a lot. Then i have my DisneyLand Competition coming up in Near end of May. That should be awesome.

To those who care.....

My life is not what I made it out to be. Physically I am slowly fading away, only god knows when I am through. I have become torn emotionally and physically. I just don’t know what to do anymore. My life is going in many different directions and I can’t stop and choose just one way.

My Nightmare

Last night, I had trouble sleeping. But when I did finally fall asleep, something bad occurred. I had a nightmare. But this wasn’t an ordinary get over it nightmare. This nightmare detailed how everyone I knew was going to die in a quick blink of an eye. And the worse thing was in my nightmare my hands were covered in blood. And when I woke up from it, my hands were literally covered in blood. I don’t know how or where, it was just there. I frantically began scrubbing it off. Luckily my hands stopped bleeding, unlike my nightmare

About this Girl 3

Everyday I see her, my heart skips a beat, and pure euphoria just leaks into me. Everyday she’s not here, life is painful. I feel more and more hurt everyday now even though I see her. I have not truly expressed my self to her and the thing is I love her like no other. But, every time I have the chance to talk to her one on one, looking into her eyes, face to face, takes my breathe away to the point where I can no longer speak. I want to tell her but, something tells me to hold back for fear I might lose her, so instead I talk about something stupid or ask her a blunt question. Maybe it’s because she has a boyfriend, (which I can fully respect) or maybe it’s because I hate myself inside, for not telling her how I feel about her.

Tomorrow is our School MORP dance. Where we wear clothes opposite of Prom IE: 80’s, 90’s clothing. She is going to be there. I hope I can pull her aside and just tell her how I feel, before its too late…..

Last Night

Last Night, was truly a day, I will never forget. It was a simple, yet fun dinner for my birthday. The girl I care a lot about, accompanied me and my family to El Torito. We had a great time, and told funny stories about our friends. It was a great time for my 18th.

Going to start my civics project finally. Ha ha i am such a procrastinator. Big Chemistry Midterm Tomorrow. Got to study for that.

I am getting an Alienware Laptop Soon. Fully customized.

My Birthday

Today is my birthday. I had a great time at school. I got to hang out, sort of haha, with my friends. I battled another friend in his banana suit. It was awesome. I wish I had more time though to spend time with certain individuals. I now have a funny inside joke with a friend of mine as well.

ON a sad note, I found out today is the day Apollo 13's oxygen tank exploded, making the team unable to land on the moon. Epic fail D:

Other news, School life is doing down hill. Sadly I am in a project bind. I have 2 big projects, one in my Animation Class, the other in Civics. I also have to study for a midterm and civics test this week.

Advertising(Reposted)

So i while back i got into some advertising in particular a certain custom Nike shoe type of deal. thought i might spread the word here.





of course the shoes you will see are priced high that is only becuz other artists have made designs and posted on the site. you can of course create your very own custom nikes if you would like to, and pricing will be based on how many color tones used. enjoy and have fun making some sweet nikes.

My Birthday and Life

Tomorrow is my 18th Birthday. i have emotions of fear, sadness and regret. there are so many things that i wish i could have done before ii turn legal. there are also some things i wish i should not of done. once i turn 18, everything is going to change in my life. i just wish i could have one more awesome day with her and my friends.

Spring Break Ends today.. i only wish it would of lasted longer. Tomorrow i start school again, and i just want school to be done with..

Ive decided to go to Palomar Community College in order to save money, so that i may transfer to the Art Institute or UC Irvine within 2 years. i hope all goes well in my life.

About this girl 2

So today for resurrection sunday(Easter), she accepted my invite to join me at the park. IT was a blast!. i had a great time and she did as well. But i wish i had more time to spend with her.... and express how i truly feel about her.....