Have you ever had one of those days where you just want to breakdown because of things that have occured in the past?

A lot of things have been on my mind. I also have not posted in a while. To bring you up to speed, im just going to say whats happened to me and what has been on my mind. Well i injured my back. Went to the doctors. Results came back negative for breaks. Have a performance at an MC church in 2 few weeks. Trying to get a new laptop as soon as possible. Emotionally i am okay. Still have hurt feelings but you have to move on right? Just miss the bliss of having a partner. Its truly something you cant feel unless your with someone you love. Working on developing my career skills as a designer. Learning to write code and create web pages for all to see. Trying to learn how to play the geetar. Trying to get my home computer fixed. Working on getting in shape.
Trying to get a way to get to college becuz my parents wont let me drive by myself. Have an annoying cough that wont go away. I think i may have emphezyma.