June...

June has come. Graduation and end of my senior year are rapidly approaching. There have been so many things I have missed out on. For one thing, although the year has been truly beautiful, I still kind of wished things didn’t end. Namely saying that the school year flew by so fast there was not enough time to do other fun things. Now that the year is coming to a close, I can only look towards the future. My life begins in a job, then college.
My relationship with her is truly something I wish to hold on. I believe we are closer then before, and I am glad things are turning out better then I had anticipated. I truly feel happy being with her. She is a one-of-a-kind type of person. Everything is much better when I am with her......She is the one ive wanted to date for such a long time. As cheesy at it sounds, she completes me. She’s there when I need her, and she knows what to do to brighten my day. I am there for her as well. There comes times when I can not see her but only talk to her via cell. I cherish our conversations, regardless if they are short or random. However, she has different intentions at the moment, and I have to respect that. I can not risk the chance I have with her over a misunderstanding. Everything I do for her is just about one way. Don’t get me wrong, regardless if she can’t do the same for me, imp glad I can help when I can. It’s just who I am. But I know that something’s I do, she can not return due to certain reasons, and I respect that as well.

... My feelings tell me I am doing something wrong. And honestly I know what that thing is. But I still persist, ignoring my gut feeling.

....Graduation is still around the corner, and I am deeply terrified I will not be able to walk with my class. It was because of stupid mistakes, and slacking off, that I put myself into such a predicament. I hope I get stuff done in time to graduate.
Until then, I can only wait and hope that my entire make up work will get me onto the line with nothing to worry about and nothing to hold me back.